Elayna Alexandra


Balance

I am so happy to have this website done, well there are a few little glitches still. Like I don’t think my mailing list function is actually working… but they are working on it. While I do finally have the site done, it seems new huge projects are falling in my lap, new desires, wants, needs and have toos. As soon as I finish one thing on my plate I seem to pile on more then I had before. I working on striking a balance in life and this is proving to be a huge challenge for me. I can’t stop thinking that I am not doing enough, that I am not where I “should” be in life, in my artistic experiences, that I don’t have a good enough resume, no gallery representation, that I don’t have enough experience, that I am not organized enough, and if I was more organized that I would be able to do it all. On top of all this I want to be able to spend time with my husband, do well at my job even if I don’t I like it much right now, be able to relax: read, watch a movie, I would even like to be able to go out with friends, oh and I would like to sleep for 8 plus hours a night too. So all of this crammed into the number of hours in a week (168 to be exact) seems to be to much. I am looking for ways of slowing down, being more organized with my time, being more long term goal oriented and focusing instead of the short term NOW, the long term FUTURE. What are some of the solutions that you use to live a balanced life and combat the wanting everything now mode and exchanging it for the long term future mode?


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