An interesting opportunity may be unraveling. It means taking unpaid time off work every Friday to build my experience in another field. It means working ever Friday and reducing my free time and time to do school work and artwork but it also means a new sort of hands on learning, it means a new opportunity that could be good or bad. Now that I am wondering what I should, which direction do I want to move in for right now? Is it right thing to do? Will I be able to still make all the bills loosing all these paid Fridays? This opportunity also means working later during the week, can I manage this? Yet at the same time it means giving back, doing something worthwhile, learning, building my resume and I am sure having some fun too. I feel perched on the edge of the future, not sure which way to go, so afraid of failing making the wrong choice that I am frozen not making any choice at all.  How do you make difficult decisions?