Sick
I feel like a hull, a shell of my self. I am sick again, achy, sore throat, headache, blurry vision, stomach ache and congestion. Stress has lodged in my shoulders and neck, building small lumps like little rocks under my skin. I have a deep longing inside myself for something more and to be able to write about pieces of my life more elegantly, the days inside the white walls of a hospitals, everyday—inside and out—dreams, hope. How do you get from one place to another? From where you are now, to where you want to be. Lethargic, I am lying here, after another 100 degree weather, the whir of the fan will now fill the next 100 plus days, crickets are also starting their high-pitched song.
School ends next week and I have to get everything done before we leave early Friday morning. I have a huge project which I haven’t even started, a test this weekend and a case study along with the normal discussion posts etc…
I am leaving for New Jersey next week for the ArtFirst! Exhibition (see some details about that in the news section). I am excited and stressed about the short trip.
The most exciting thing this week was signing up for delicious and starting to catalog my links…what a great site, why didn’t I do this sooner? Do you have a favorite website? Share it here!