Weak
I feel soft inside. Sensitive. Vulnerable. Even with the extra time that I have not being in school I am not getting the things that I need done. I am tired. I miss my family, my Oregon friends. I am worried even though I try not to. I see doubt sneaking around the corners of my mind, asking me if I will ever make anything of myself. I feel sullen, weak and incapable of holding it all together.
WEAK – that is not a word I associate with you!!!! STRONG, yes SENSITIVE (not vulnerable) but AMAZING. You are only one person – missing people is tough…when we have coffee I will share what I miss…….You will be one of AMERICA’S MOST AMAZING….you are capable, you are strong and you are picking up each little piece and “sewing” it together!!!! Can’t wait to see you.
I reckon you’re a little burnt out? You sound exactly like me, and I’ve had a pretty rough summer of stress and the projects I’m finally able to work on are coming along too slowly for comfort. Take a nice break! I’ll raise a nice cocktail in your direction from Minnesota!