Since my dog died I have been feeling bare, ragged. Like trees with out their leaves I am unprotected. The rawness that it has left me in has surprised me, everything and anything is overwhelming. My nerves are on edge, my circuit is short and I can’t help but feel overwhelmed, exhausted, drained. I guess that has been why I haven’t been writing as much as I would like, I don’t feel like I have much to give right now. I want things to shift to change and something knew to happen, but right now I am just here. I am looking forward to getting through my Stats class (the hardest class yet I think in my MBA program) and then having three weeks off to recharge, rebut, and rekindle. Now though I feel on the verge of sickness fragile and broken. I promise that I will have more energy, have more to share soon, but until I do I think I am going to only blog my grateful Sundays and give myself the space I need.