Elayna Alexandra

Grateful for life with its ups and downs.

Somedays you want to be Grateful, you want to find the Joy and yet you struggle. So you settle on Just being simply grateful for life and its many lessons.

Grateful for the chance to see fading fall color.
To wear a wool scarf and walk under the Pines.
Grateful for a chance to talk holding hands.
To be together in new spaces.

Grateful for a new month, a chance to start a new.

I have started writing many times, composed posts in my head and then never put them down in words. I have been working on assimilating the changes, processing slowly pieces of my days, of the past few years. So much has been happening. I am left without words. When you don’t think you can do more, [...]

I am filled with longing inside. Deep pain that runs through my core, this always happens when DH has a migraine, when the day turns in on itself, collapsing before it really ever started. It is another Sunday. The last day before another stressful and busy week defined by have to’s instead of want to’s. [...]

Grateful that your whole life is not judged on one day but rather the expanse of your existence. That your value and good is not what you do in an hour or a day but rather in many, many hours and days. That it is not the snapshot of life, but rather the collage of [...]

Grateful for the sunshine

Grateful for the pain since I know from it I can grow. Grateful for growing because it means that I can experience things in a new way. Grateful for experiences in a new light.